Flip

There comes a point in life where your present situation takes a drastic turn--no, more like a flip--until things get out of control.

Everything I've done last year, everything I've wanted and strived for and wished for has suddenly flipped. The things I used to wish for no longer seem important. The things I didn't want to have anything to do with are becoming part of who I am. I just don't know what to think anymore.

It feels like I made some kind of mistake down the road. Like, I messed up. I'm not where I'm supposed to be right now. Something huge is missing, and there is no way I can get that back.

And I just realized that now.

Damn.