Slow Dancing In A Burning Room

Slow Dancing In A Burning Room - John Mayer

I thought things were going so well until a few days ago.

Missing someone is the worse feeling in the world. Knowing that anything you do or say can't change the fact that you'll never be as close. Especially when they have a completely different idea of you than the real you.

Every time I walk past somewhere, it reminds me of all the better times. The less stressful times. The times before things got rocky. When we still were friends. Before you said those hurtful things. Before either of us were hurt. Before the tears.

We're going down, and nothing can stop the fall.

I'll always think about you.

I'll always care about you.

You're the best thing that has ever happened to me.

Goodbye.

Love Fool

This year has been..wow. So different from anything i've ever experienced.

It's raining today. It hasn't rained in a long time. I love it!

In fact, I'm so full of 'love' right now. Not the stupid, cheesy high school love that people claim they feel for their boyfriends. Love for life. Love for the rain. Love for my friends. Love for all the good things in my life. Love for change.

That takes a lot for me to say. I used to hate change, but now I'm embracing it. Change is what moves life forward.

And as the rain pours down, I can't help but feel happy. I know, how unlike Jeri, being HAPPY. But for once in my life, everything is working just how I want it to. It's like all the puzzle pieces are finally slipping into place.

Broken Wings

I'm being torn apart!

A year ago, if he had told me he liked me, I would have spread wings! But now...one of my wings belongs to somebody else.

I never once in my life pictured myself in this situation. Torn between two guys. Two BEST FRIENDS. What am I to do when my heart isn't giving me the answers?

JOE,

You are probably one of the most amazing people I know. I had the biggest crush on you last year, and you never once noticed it. Last year, I would have killed for you to say what you said last night. Why did you have to wait until now to tell me you had feelings for me?

TAYLOR,

You are everything I've ever wanted. You're sweet, you're caring, you're down right the only person I feel completely myself with. But you're my best friend. You've hurt me before by trying something with me, and I know I hurt you more by running away from that.

I can't chose either of you, don't you see? Because somebody is going to get hurt.

I've always waited for somebody else to give me an answer. Somebody else to push me in the right direction. Somebody else to guide me. But there is nobody there right now. I realize now that I have to make this decision, and nobody else can help me.

All I want is for my wings to work again.