Slow Dancing In A Burning Room

Slow Dancing In A Burning Room - John Mayer

I thought things were going so well until a few days ago.

Missing someone is the worse feeling in the world. Knowing that anything you do or say can't change the fact that you'll never be as close. Especially when they have a completely different idea of you than the real you.

Every time I walk past somewhere, it reminds me of all the better times. The less stressful times. The times before things got rocky. When we still were friends. Before you said those hurtful things. Before either of us were hurt. Before the tears.

We're going down, and nothing can stop the fall.

I'll always think about you.

I'll always care about you.

You're the best thing that has ever happened to me.

Goodbye.

Love Fool

This year has been..wow. So different from anything i've ever experienced.

It's raining today. It hasn't rained in a long time. I love it!

In fact, I'm so full of 'love' right now. Not the stupid, cheesy high school love that people claim they feel for their boyfriends. Love for life. Love for the rain. Love for my friends. Love for all the good things in my life. Love for change.

That takes a lot for me to say. I used to hate change, but now I'm embracing it. Change is what moves life forward.

And as the rain pours down, I can't help but feel happy. I know, how unlike Jeri, being HAPPY. But for once in my life, everything is working just how I want it to. It's like all the puzzle pieces are finally slipping into place.