Valentines Day

I made a song two years ago, on Valentines Day.

And where the circumstances surrounding the song no longer fit for today, I thought I might as well post it. I found it on my computer, and had a total flashback. It was pretty wicked. It made me realize that this Valentines Day was not nearly as miserable as that one.

So here is a two year old song.

Twas a dusty afternoon on Valentines Day
The world rushing all around me
I said wait- just give me a sec
but it keeps turning and doesn't look back

I see your gaze overlooking my heart
Your eyes shining at me, only me
But now, after this damn world has turned,
you look at me, and see...sadness.

Now you're with them laughing
And your with them smiling
And I'm here crying
Those eyes were once on me

And the tears fill my eyes
As I see your face
And my heart turns to gold
Oh, but its so heavy
What are the words,
to all this pain?
You don't even notice me..
Like you did, can't you see...
Happy Valentines Day.

I'm sitting all alone,
with no-one to hear
The crying of my soul and my heart
But you- you don't notice that now
All you care about is them.
Not me.

And I can remember a time
Where we would only laugh
No regrets, no lies, and no looking back
Now all you can do is follow the wind
But me- I will never change.

And your with them laughing
And your with them smiling
And I'm here dying!
Those eyes were once on me!

And the tears fill my eyes
As I see your face
And my heart turns to gold
Oh, but its so heavy
How can I say,
What I feel now?
You don't even notice me..
Like you did, can't you see...
Happy Valentines Day!

My heart its melting out of orbit
Crying, aching- can't you see it
But you can't, 'cause you are blind
Taking up my tiiiime
I tried to wait, I tried to count
All the days that went without
A word said to me- and
No it cannot be
For every wish I make to you
Every smile and laugh is true
Even after all we've been- through
And every time I see the day
Your eyes are always there to say
I loved you once....I..love you..now...

And the tears fill my eyes
As I see your face
And my heart turns to gold
But its covered with wings!
How can I say,
that I love you?
You don't even notice me..
Like you did, but now I see....
Happy Valentines Day!

'Twas a dusty evening, on Valentines Day
Your eyes glancing over to me
Then I think- maybe you still...
Love me like you use to...
Love me like I...do....